FRANK LAZARUS
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singer. songwriter. producer. musician.
IMPROVIDENT: SWANSONGS, VOL. 2
IIMPROVIDENT is the second sermon, about all the ways that we let down the people we love. In giving love, he's also given hurt. In bringing joy, he's also brought sorrow, in proportions negative enough to lead to the true end of core relationships in his life.
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"DEBT" finds the man in arrears, unable to literally or figuratively pay back what he owes his children and his family. Steady rock grooves and a slice of 80's pop give this one the desperation felt in the lyrics.
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"VOWS" documents all the broken promises of love. As he's lived, he knows there are many ways to jilt a lover. Featuring CAT MYLES on lead vocals, vows is soulful pop-funk. The Birddogs lay down an RnB groove and don't relent.
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"ARMS," traces a relationship from peaceful birth to wartime end. The Birddogs lay down a jazz foundation, as Matt Phillips, featured on slide guitar, pushes the track towards jam band territory.
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* PRODUCED by Frank Lazarus
* MASTERED by Mike Pepe & Frank Lazarus
* All songs written by Frank Lazarus,
© 2020 FreeEarthMusic, BMI.
* ARTWORK by Mariel Mitkowski.
* ALBUM DESIGN: Frank Lazarus
(All lyrics by Frank Lazarus, © 2020 FreeEarthMusic, BMI.)
1. DEBT
It's another one of those hard times
We always seem to face
Maybe you don’t realize
I try and wear a brave face
Life can be so heavy
So heavy and sad sometimes
I hope I'm not heavy too when I'm leaning on you
Baby, if I am I apologize
It was just after your 7th birthday
I remember it well
Repo man took my car away
Another day of hell
Aunt Mary sent you a card
Belated birthday cash
One for you, 19 for me
My own rainy day stash
The legit emergency stash
You know I never take nothing that I want
But sometimes I gotta take what I need
But I'll pay you back
I'll pay you back, I promise you
Sometimes I just can't take it
My eyes well up with tears
We're all entitled to a break down or two
I've had my share these last few years
You asked me why I was crying
So I lied & said a good friend was moving away
I won’t admit it; I feel like I'm dying
But you dried my eyes anyway
No one could take your place
You're such a good girl, baby
You don't deserve dealing with my shit
I'll pay you back, I promise you
I'll pay you back, somewhere down the line
If I'm planning on tomorrow, baby
That proves I'll ride this out with you
I'll pay you back
I'll pay you back, I promise you
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2. VOWS
Just realized I've got few more years left
Of being down - of being cool
Of being something that someone
Might want to do
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Girl, you must think it's easy
Putting up all with all of your mess
You are so used to ;laying the victim
You end up believing it
Ain't that some shit?
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I swore I'd love you forever more
But sweet baby, that was before
You got so cruel
Or maybe you're not and I made that up
To justify that I'm breaking up
Me and you
Well, what can you do?
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Promises are only something to make
If you can handle them being broken
Leaving's just one of the vows that we break
Baby it's not the end of the world
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Didn't you ever think I'd need someone
On whose lap I could lay my head
When the world was beating me down?
But I stayed in your bed
(Or so you said)
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Maybe it sounds like I'm passing blame
But love's failure's a two-man game
And that means you, too
I've counted up all my mistakes
Licked my wounds, now I'm on my way
To something new
Anyone but you
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Promises are only something to make
If you can handle them being broken
Lying's just one of the vows that we break
Baby it's not the end of the world
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I bet you tell her it's all my fault
Baby, whatever gets you off
Ain't my concern
I'm just glad that I'm free to choose
Someone else who's nothing like you
I lived; I learned
Another page, turned
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Promises are only something to make
If you can handle them being broken
Cheating's just one of the vows that we break
Baby it's not the end of the world
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3. ARMS
I’ve come a long way with you baby
But I’ve still got a long way to go
For I can say that you don’t move me
In fact I don’t really know
What it is, what it was
What it probably will always be
That makes me so scared of you
And makes you so mad at me
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Our past is just a blur, babe
The sound of a troubled ocean
We're a shell of who we were, baby
We’re the ghost whose chains won’t be broken
I understand that we once swore forever
Technically, being at war is still being together
Lay down your arms
Drop your defenses
Like it was before the frost
Swallowed us up
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Something inside me is always gonna
Give you chance after chance
And so I’d rather surrender
I’m extending my hand
The only way you and I could ever do us proud
Is to take a pill & kill that bug that’s going ‘round
Lay down your arms
Bury your anger like it was
When we were young
And there was still a chance for us